The Sacrifice of the Right Eye
The Lone Wolf at a time, the new Asgardian, [1] has a lucid experience that he lost his right eye forever. Or that his right eye was closed forever and it will not never have. I have left only the left eye. Freyja becomes desperate, the care that they bear huge initiative. Do not know what to do for him ... despair and lament ...
But the initiate, by its nature, to whom nothing resists, knowing capable of anything trying to reassure her by saying that "anything that has a solution." I say this trust, safety, peace of mind with a warm and loving smile on the lips.
But Freyja realizes the danger and what will come ... and is desperate for her lover's fate: Initiate ... the lone wolf ... Widolf.
Here enters the steps that Odin passed them to save the Gods and the people of Midgard. Self-sacrifice terrible, indescribable ... to save the gods and men of Ragnarok, the destruction which threatens all of this creation: everything has a beginning and an end inevitable ...
The loss of his right eye, this self-sacrifice is made to defeat the inevitable ... And to save the others ...
Then, after loss, or closing his right eye, everything still quiet ...
Suddenly, like a thunderbolt out of nowhere, it appears inside ssgardianului Widolf a spark of Muspelheim. It is so painful and tense that chances are that the initiative to commit suicide once. Only the memory of creating impossible situations Yggdrasil, where he remembers he was just trying to breathe and wait a few moments and it repeated this technique gives a loophole of survival.
Asgardian wolf of the forest is forced to stand still and not move, breathe just a few more times to not go out and commit suicide. If he manages to pass the first phase unimaginable, and then survives long waits and endless path navigated by deadly forest and unbearable for a man, the Green Dragon.
Already, during the creation of Yggdrasil initiate ventured into a lucid dream-like experience in a strange land and strange, weird, dark, next to the banks of a river, and stole an innocent child who walks on the beach; to the dismay terrible mother and blaring its heartbreaking. Lone wolf stolen from that strange realm, completely immersed in chiaroscuro child out of the parental abode for a few moments. It was a WWII in a unearthly.
Grab the baby once, Widolf dive, well caught with child, and under the water away from the shore and huge mother of the child, desperate as hell to not be caught or stopped. Then, under water and well restrained child in her arms, she watched initiate the ocean floor, where now are running, rose from their seats deities life's catch its passage there. It passed there on the ocean bottom with stolen baby in his arms, had made certain gods come alive, to rise and zâmbeacă. There were giants ... In addition to these gods were archaic vestiges of a world long gone ...
Immediately after Widolf woke in a hospital room where it finds that there is a process of exchanging blood with child stealing. Initiate through tubes inserted into his body and blood to transfer the child was "child stealing" the unearthly realm.
This event is identical to the myth of Poetic Edda, Song of Hymir where fishing Thor Midgard serpent, "Dragon World" that lies hidden at the bottom of ocean, and tries to kill him with a hammer. But giant Hymir father god Tyr, cut the rope that was tied to the bait, which caught the dragon, and so put an end to chance, without Thor to have killed the Dragon; as he wanted.
It seems that the dragon should not be killed, but used even if looks terrible: this is the message Hymir's singing.
Receiving a spark inside of Muspelheim, symbolized by the loss of his right eye, produces an internal voltage so unnatural, so harmful and painful that feels crack asgardian wolf. It needs time to get used to survive ... but could no longer time ...
This assimilation of flame from Muspelheim was announced by strange dream that had been stolen child: that had been stolen and hidden, a spark of Muspelheim: a "son of fire" and made a blood pact with him.
Similarly, Odin had blood pact with Loki, whose father "Farbauti" was the Muspelheim was a son of Fire.
All initiation north is indicated by myths present in the Nordic Edda and other sources ...
Therefore, the wolf asgardian like Odin make a blood pact, in absolute secrecy, a son of fire: assimilate the internal nature of Muspelheim a spark. This produces boiling inside ...
Asgardianul initiated sees himself, however, without knowing that he is in a water "strong" cuts fall over from it; as it is separated from the meat from the bone. Spades and water cuts. One is near him and apply a bandage remaining flesh with magical herbs and oils. The suffering is indescribable.
Asgardian the forest wolf suffering so much inside without much going on in his life, he feels that pounding ... suffering abysmal, dark, malignant, is unfair, without peace, without any output: his indescribable terror assail inside and he can not do anything against this state ...
Freyja remove it completely and just do all gods. There is none beside him to defend or to advise. He has no experience spiritual guidance. Infinite darkness, unbearable, continuous, borderless irreconcilable ....
New partner that meets right away suddenly after developing Muspelheim spark within himself, does not understand anything and it suspects the initiate of cowardice.
But it can neither breathe ... without being able to control the tremble ... is horrified, frightened pointless: its nature occurring within all suffering abyss, infernal and you can not control. Sounds crazy ... one who has lost his mind and especially soul ... There is nothing in Asgardianul victorious: Asgardian is just a stray, mad that he lost souls and minds and trembling and tormented the abysmal indoors outdoors without great thing to happen. In fact it does not happen in his life outside anything.
Gruesome ... there are things that happen inside asgardianului traveler ... the forest green dragon. Gods are not soar any time there ...
Sexuality new partner is as intense as during the creation of Yggdrasil. But no longer builds sexual tension. Not!
In these trials dragon green to work with "sexual tension" already obtained and the effort is that with this "tension" and "sexual powers" made in creating Yggdrasil interior, to generate and assimilate as much "sexual energy "" life energy "inside. Ie no more sexual tension intensifies. It works with the same "tension" and constant much longer periods: you can reach the stage where they work up to five or even six hours of activity intimate, sexual, with new partner every day.
Then periods of a month or two and then pause and total hours in order to assimilate a large amount of energy as sexual, the "energy of life" ...
It completely changes the life energy initiated. Iðunn ensures that the wolf to assimilate the "golden apple" ...
Yggdrasil purpose in creating sexual tension was infinite growth: power "sexual labor". Sexual tension and force!
Now, forest green dragon accumulate only "life energy" ...
The character and nature of sexual and refining iðunn ... sexuality is a different kind of initiation ... one in which the effect of this new sexuality initiation produce "gold" inside ...
The model is iðunn ... [2] infinitely more withdrawn and cold Freyja ... but asking sacrifices and improvements, refinements and greater self-overruns unimaginable ...
Here in the forest dragon green, emerald green, aim is to maintain tension and extension document as much as acquiring a large amount of "life energy" sexual energy inside. Sexual energy and lasting ...
Partner asgardian lone wolf in the forest green dragon must be cold soul: the sharp blades of a thin plate steel. Middle of eternal ice cold ... A deadly cold ...
Partner must be absolutely "cold" ruthless soul ... Metal ... without a trace of heat. It instead manifest sexual desire without stopping. It is necessary that it can support only physically intimate act, sexual, very long time ... her intimate organs must be able to operate without interruption for hours ... day by day ... without stopping ...
This allows the initiate to carry out acts very long and very frequent sexual activity without unloading with "tension" and "power" of step creation of Yggdrasil: in order to fill the "life energy".
Asgardianul Widolf seen in very few experiences dream that you have, and which are only a few in the eight or nine years of hell in the middle of the ocean, in full storm dire, taking only a handful of snake gigantic Midgard for do not drown. Thus, the dragon should be used as hideous and disgusting it and not murdered as Thor wanted stupidity.
Sexuality is very emotionally cold, cut a piece of metal that is cold as ice. Feels like heart freezes ... and disappears ... There are physical sensation of cardiac arrest due to cold ... Cold partner's soul is still so necessary and indispensable ... ...
There is a very good fit between the partners. She uses any means to humiliate and demean it started. The situation is becoming disastrous: permanently out of control. At one point even outside not only the infernal abyss inside ...
There is no escape. Lone wolf, Asgradian, feels he is already 99 per cent dead. Do not know what to do.
Just a pale shadow of Odin Energy hold up alive ... he is already dead ... inside ...
The gods are all gone ... no longer has any spiritual experience ... is an abyss within him ... is impossible outside of it. And no advice and no help ... ... completely abandoned abyss of excruciating and unrelenting, endless!
A cross this forest infinite needed ...
Then Freyja suddenly appears and tells him that if he continues ... unless it goes ... will remain forever in eternity from now on with this abysmal state / infernal inside. Nothing will ever escape.
Partner, while accepting lengthy sexual practices without end, behaves as if it wants to destroy it and to take asgardianului neck. It is a betrayal matchless ... One that sticks ice in the heart of the initiate.
There is nothing: neither one side nor the other. Everything, even the whole exterior begins to turn against wolf asgardian tormented inside the infernal abyss without end. All outsiders are beginning to return against him: to betray him, to mock, to tell lies about him incredible. Existence becomes impossible.
There is the impression of a battle with forces impossible: as if the fight is huge, with giants - the battle is impossible ... But the struggle must continue ... giants ...
Then survival instincts take control and the wolf begins to rebel against everything! A what made within it, from the very beginning preparation for initiation, and everything that happens outside.
And the only option you have is solution partner mirror. Ie to behave towards her exactly as she behaves towards him. There is no other solution! Treacherous and malicious partner begins to lose her mind ...
The only solution and alternative to external physical world, is to show the true value, which kept it secret and hidden all the time, lest people feel inferior or ashamed of their infirmities: and so il block it by malice envy.
Now is the time to manifest ...
A revolution is happening in the approach, about 3 or 4 years after the incarnation "of Muspelheim spark." But no one expected or intuited: but only one comes out of his instincts ... one that obey the requirement moment ... the moment ...
Odin sacrificed his right eye in order to achieve a higher spiritual inner state: a higher spiritual vision ... Lone Wolf now sacrifice their wisdom which had, until now, to overcome self-complete: to release an old state of affairs, what he is now ...
If you wish to continue and survive must sacrifice everything ... Otherwise you can not ascend ...
Eye slaughter is slaughter as light and wisdom that led us to Asgard and I received it in Asgard: one that allowed us to go into the forest green dragon ...
Now it takes sacrifice and this light, sacrificing everything, absolutely everything ... losing everything ... you throw into nothingness ...
Only then beyond reach ... a new spiritual vision and a new inner state saves us completely: and saved him and others ...
Sacrifice is huge and only some people can accomplish: to sacrifice your whole nature obtained so far, his life, his soul, the light won everything ... own wisdom obtained.
To sacrifice your right eye!
To abandon everything ... in the woods ...
But otherwise you can not get where you need ...
Thus begins Widolf, serene and smiling, with terrible effort, to realize acts that before and not allowed: acts that would be considered degenerated even by himself, or by other Asgardieni ...
He begins to sacrifice everything ...
Now discovering that, at the level it is inside, can enjoy the things that ordinary people are spared seem terrible and ...
Silently occurs spontaneously widening the light of his conscience beyond any consideration ... an enlargement that has immediate effects on his behavior: he is immediately and suddenly another ...
"Gold," which occurs so often in the Edda texts, it occurs after the release of the old criteria initiation ... there are no limits ... the light of consciousness asgardianului [3] expands unlimited: hell and heaven are simultaneously it .. .
More: experimenting voluntarily and consciously degeneration degeneration to occur without actually initiate them ... acts that cause degeneration believed that, in fact, now propelled him easily, immediately and simultaneously in an infinite light suddenly ... which has no boundaries ...
Obviously this can be done only an Asgardian ... a Nordic initiated what has already Asgardian ... and in addition stole a spark of Muspelheim ... sacrificing his right eye! It's not people here ...
It becomes essential to release all past physical death occurs ... otherwise ... And I know this millennial instincts ... The wolf, by its nature, which is created Yggdrasil; by the force of the tensed spark Muspelheim; by Odin energy from the communicant and by using fortune, appearing suddenly manages to break away from all the past and all conscience to last ...
He dies just in! The personality dies: he becomes someone else ... a character, and destiny entirely different.
Miraculously partner is thrown into darkness and choose to escape the tensions felt, something that propels outside sexual relationship and partnership initiatives taken by then Odin.
Thus, last about "the past" ... goes ... separation is total: so life, destiny, character and conscience initiation and light up when ...
There is a new light ... one that it blindly even Widolf ...
Thus the man, who began initiations years before he died!
Odin's wolf needs to continue physical life despite abysmal infernos that torment him every moment and every moment inside. Crawling continues, he does not know how to eat, breathe, walk, sleep, dress ...
Sexual force manifests collapses: losing more than 90% of it and found no partner initiatives.
From now feels the need to steal by any means, partner initiatives occasional erotic practices that unsuspecting of what happens: I think this is just a common and ordinary relationship. Initiate Odin remain completely alone ... only he knows what he does and by what passes ... Female partners have no idea: if the events are completely torn through which Wolf Odin.
There are enough "sexual life force" and "sexual energy of life" inside it to continue; however stressed and irreconcilable because of Muspelheim spark.
Initiation is practiced much less intense sexuality: women "stolen" for initiating intimate acts on the part possesses no physical strength or emotional or intellectual. Intimate sexual acts become shorter and rare: But Odin initiate continuous control technique and sophistication erotic sexual tension is already instinct ... ...
Completely lacking any contact with the gods or any experience that is whether it goes well or not.
Lone wolf many times Odin walks in the initiatory dreams, among the tombs. Find something ... is in constant search of someone, something, a tomb or a name.
Unceasingly are in cemeteries, for years, and if it is not then flees and takes refuge in cemeteries in a chiaroscuro complete darkness ...
Spiritual dreams, feels safe among graves and looking for someone, something, a name, a certain something ... there is a voluptuous magnetism of graves by night chiaroscuro ... A quiet and serenity, secret magic recomfortare, healing ... Alone in solitude matchless ...
In spiritual experiences permanent wolf asgardian seen in obscurity. A dark penetrating, but he can still see everything ... that one night illuminated by the aura borealis northern ... ... clear night ... Boreal ...
At one point in the eight years of Forest Green Dragon, the wolf suddenly finds Odin how nature builds its internal incredibly bright gold and marked / labeled with indecipherable codes. It sees perţii room, which until then were decomposing faeces mixed with urine decomposing in pestilential state unbearable and unimaginable, it immediately turns bright gold marked with "bookmarks" strange. Initiate whole house, its internal metaphor of nature is transformed into gold bright ...
Initiate becomes gold, gold ... created inside. He is no longer anything other than gold, everything disappears and is replaced entirely gold: he is the "gold" meant to seal shiny indecipherable ...
Then, as the years go by, wearing abysmal execrable state-unbearable hell ... every moment ..., occurs rarely, occasionally, iðunn: as cold, distant, untouchable ...
Odin lone wolf deeply understand that iðunn worked all the time in the system and it purified secret: a secret so big that no one in Asgrad not even suspected. But iðunn, timid and cold as crystal, were struggling to exhaustion ... Often collapsed limply and disgusted by so much effort and suffering in a dilapidated hut Forest Green Dragon ... in a moment of rest .
Then it becomes clear that pervades every year is one of the eight paths of Forest Dragon.
Towards the end of eight years appear certain spiritual experiences shocking: Initiate Odin receives from an Irish king, who hide their identity and only the initiate recognizes a giant sword. A sword namely a combination of a sword and a trident. So has a single handle and a blade giant journeyed there in the middle and two on one side and another. So sword blades have three: one in the middle and two on both sides. ... Strange weapon! Everything that experience is deep green, emerald, the depth unreal ... haunting.
Then ... all advancing, moment by moment, day by day, month by month, year by year, without knowing how and by what means the Wolf Odin reaches the end of eight years, indecipherable by the end of the eight paths "Forest Initiative Green Dragon "and feels one night as is required in the spiritual presence. There terrified sees a snake, a reptile, a disgusting dragon within him: it causes nausea and revulsion. It becomes obvious that this disgusting creeping reptile was created inside. Now Initiate Odin has become a Dragon! It's funny how the symbol generate disgust and awe, Odin initiate paralyzing fear, although he has become one ...
After some time yet ... indefinable, dark dreadful one morning and suddenly feels some inside immediately as the divine nature in it ...
Feel like as a bull, "bos primigenius" [4] described by magic rune Uruz, of infinite density and indestructible, it was born and emerged in his heart.
Then they appeared feels spiritual head, huge and gigantic horns of "The Green Man" ... the spirit behind nature ...
Wolf Odin is from the past, something else now! Completely different. Has an internal different nature .... Feel the inner sexual power more intense than the power of the universe ... but fails to manifest in the physical. About a shred of physical force. But in essence, sex, power to "life" is infinite ... without limits. Something so dense, powerful and indestructible that there are no limits ...
The Odinic Initiate knows only now that everything he did was right and proper! All that happened was programmed and asked ... was necessary ...
Permanence in deep spiritual darkness was just crossing the boreal nights ... endless ...
A boundless night, traveling through strange places, strange, dangerous ... One night the wolf yet distinguished ...
So far, being inside the forest and green dragon with no help, did not understand exactly what was happening and whether it was correct in his actions ... And if doing good ... was based solely on instincts ...
It now understands that he passed the forest initiatives that transformed him into Dragon. It understands that succeeded in all battles and defeated ...
He răsulfă relieved and cheerful way out of ... triumphed! There is no longer doubt: the gods had not left any moment ... they just retreated to leave him alone to be able to do the work yourself ... to fulfill.
Permanent darkness had been a period ... He passed it! A forest defeated impossible, strange, dark and deadly ... ... the Green Dragon ....
Victoria This is a very rare event in Yggdrasil ... Birth of a Dragon! It is understood the profound meaning full ...
Lone wolf understands what he has achieved, and trembled in his whole being ... Can not believe ... is shocked and relieved actually done everything right ...
What a relief ... you win ... that divine nature inside ... inside ...
It seems that the symbol of the dragon send the divine nature.
Even Odin realized it ... One of his names, confirming his qualities, it is "Swafnir". This name is almost identical to the Dragon "Fafnir". The segment "-fnir" indicates hidden nature concealed a dragon: it is a Dragon!
And Odin passed through this stage, it has become a Dragon, [5] a very long time ... But before he went, and this stage ... Odin is always the self-overcoming Zarathustra ... scary ...
Odin's Law requires knowledge and power ...!
"Wolf Dragon" feels that all human history ... was clean. It is released from negativity and poisons millenary history. It is something completely new: even born then. Eight years after stealing the spark of Muspelheim, what brought unbearable suffering. However, the suffering that passed will not heal. Wounds received because Muspelheimului remain eternally in him.
Only self-overcoming makes this situation to be overcome ... but this means continuing and intense self-overcoming through sufferings and dangers and frightening ... unimaginable even a Dragon, Golden Dragon! [6 ]
There is a real anxiety and hope inside of the possibility to continue in a new adventure unimaginable, self-overcoming ... Climbing to the top of Yggdrasil light ...
Restlessness, hope, fatigue and exhaustion ...
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